Brad
Sullivan
7
Easter, Year A
May 28,
2017
Emmanuel,
Houston
John
17:1-11
Love
Is Gritty, Love Is Hard, Love Is an Empty Tomb
I had a conversation with a nine year old last week about
this Sunday’s gospel passage. I read it
to him and then asked him what he thought.
He said that it sounded like Jesus and the Father saying, “If we get to
be in heaven for ever, why don’t the people on earth get to?” Meaning, “why shouldn’t the people on earth
get to be with us in heaven forever as well?”, and of course, we do. That was Jesus’ life’s work and his prayer
for his disciples which we heard today, that they would be one and he and the
Father are one.
The Father, and the Son, and the (not mentioned in this
passage) Holy Spirit want us to be one with them and each other just as they
are one. There’s nothing better in the
world, nothing better in all of the universes than the unity of Jesus and the
Father and that’s the unity Jesus is praying for us to have! That unity with each other and unity with God
is being with God in heaven forever, and I don’t mean because we have unity
with God, then we’ll get to be with God in heaven forever. I mean having unity with God and each other
is right now being in heaven with God forever.
Heaven is all around us.
The Kingdom of God, the Kingdom of Heaven is here, now, in the very air
we breathe, for in God we live and move and have our being. Jesus was praying for our unity with each
other and God now, for eternal life now.
“And this is eternal life, that they may know you, the only true God,
and Jesus Christ whom you have sent.”
Knowing Jesus, following in his way, believing in him is eternal life,
lived in this world, in this life, and continued on after death, in the next
life, for there is nothing better in the world, nothing better in all of the
universes than the unity of Jesus and the Father, and that’s the unity Jesus is
praying for us to have!
At the same time that Jesus was praying for his disciples,
praying for us, however, did you notice how much he was talking about
himself? Glorify me so that I may
glorify you? Much of John’s Gospel has
Jesus talking about himself. There is very
little teaching about God’s kingdom, few moral lessons, no parables…almost all
of Jesus’ teaching involves an explanation about who he is and why people need
to believe in him. “I am one with the
Father, I am the good shepherd, I am the vine, I am so humble and yet so
awesome.” Ok, that last one was made up;
in John’s Gospel, we don’t get the humble, self-effacing Jesus we see in
Mathew, Mark, and Luke. Jesus is
constantly talking about himself and kinda saying how great he is. This is a bit of a side bar, but John’s Jesus
often sounds to a bit to me like the rapper Eminem in the rap song Without Me:
“This looks like a job for me, so everybody, just follow me, cause
we need a little controversy, and it feels so empty without me.”
I realize in saying that, I just secured about 7 more years for
myself in purgatory, comparing Jesus and Eminem, (he’s a child of God),
but often, as I read John’s Gospel, I am
struck by how much Jesus sounds like a rapper rapping about himself. Rappers that I have heard tend to rap about
themselves especially early on in their careers, as if to introduce
themselves: “here’s who I am, here’s my
story, here’s why I’m legitimate and worth your listening to, and here’s the
story within me that is screaming to get out.”
That’s kinda what Jesus was doing in John’s Gospel. Jesus was constantly telling people about who
he was, how great he was, and how much they needed to believe in him. Of course that’s what he was doing, because of
who Jesus was and because there were so many false narratives out there about
life and about God. The narrative about
Jesus was screaming to get out of him.
The narrative about what life truly is, about who God truly is was
screaming to get out of Jesus, and he only had that one life, that one chance to
tell the narrative of God, the narrative of love.
Jesus had one chance, and he didn’t want to blow it, so he
taught people how to live, how to love, he taught about God’s kingdom, he
showed them what life was like in God’s kingdom so they could live out God’s
kingdom, and he taught about himself, because at the heart of God’s kingdom is Jesus. The heart and soul of God’s kingdom is the
new Eden, the new creation where we walk with God and each other, naked and
unashamed, and the heart and soul of that new Eden is Jesus.
So Jesus did talk about himself because he wanted everyone
to know and share in the eternal life of
the new Eden which is unity with him and the Father. Remember, there is nothing
better in the world, nothing better in all of the universes than the unity of
Jesus and the Father, and that’s the unity Jesus was praying for us to have!
That unity, known by another word is love, and not just
sappy, hallmarky, pop song love. Love is
the cross. That’s where Jesus was going
just after the prayer he prayed for his disciples. Love is sacrifice for the sake of the
beloved. Love is gritty; love is hard;
love is not pouty or jealous, boastful or rude.
It makes a way for the beloved; it does the hard work of seeking peace
and working through resentment. Love does
not rejoice in wrongdoing; love repents of wrongdoing and seeks to heal past
hurts. Love rejoices in kindness and
truth, and love prefers having a good relationship to just being right. Love bears the good times and hardships. Love believes in the beloved. Love makes its home in hope, and love endures
all things for the sake of the beloved.
Love goes to the cross for the sake of the beloved. Love kneels at the foot of the cross to mourn
for the beloved. Love is tears and
joy. Love is laughter and pain. Love is sticking by the beloved through
sickness and death. Love is caring about
someone through their anxieties, doubts, and fears. Love is not wanting more and more, not
demanding what is deserved, but being content with enough so that another can
also have enough.
Love is also an empty tomb.
Love is new life, new creation.
Love is joy in each new day, each new moment. Love is setting aside the past to be made new
in the present. Love is trusting in
Jesus’ resurrection, trusting in his narrative about God, and life, and
himself. Love is eternal life, knowing
God and Jesus Christ whom he sent. There is nothing greater in all the world,
nothing greater in all of the universes than love, and love is the unity of
Jesus and the Father, the unity and gritty kind of love that Jesus is praying
for us to have, for us to be in heaven forever with him and the Father.