Brad Sullivan
4th Sunday in Lent, Year C
Sunday, March 14th, 2010
Emmanuel, Houston
Joshua 5:9-12
Psalm 32
2 Corinthians 5:16-21
Luke 15:1-3, 11b-32
What does it mean to be fully human? During this season of Lent, our theme has been “knowing God and knowing self.” Looking at our lessons today, we certainly can find a little bit about who God is and who we are as people made by God.
To start with, we’re going to take a look at the story from Joshua. At this point in Joshua, the people of Israel were beginning to be settled in Canaan, and for the first time, the people ate the crops of the land of Canaan. The manna from God stopped appearing for the first time in years. A lazy person might think “great, now we have to work for our food; thanks God,” and yet the people of Israel were glad to be able to grow crops. They were glad to be able to work for their food. They were still cared for by God, but they also go to provide for themselves rather than only gather the food that God gave them.
There is something about being human that we tend to want to have some autonomy. We have some desire to be able to take care of ourselves, at least somewhat. Infants are entirely provided for by their parents. As they grow, they want to and learn to feed themselves. Our son, Noah, wants to do things for himself, and he gets mightily frustrated when he can’t…I love that he’s two. Part of being human is the desire to be able to in some way care for ourselves.
Looking now at the Prodigal son, we find a man who didn’t want to care for or provide for himself. “Give me what’s mine,” he said. He wanted to be given his inheritance so he could live off of it, presumably forever. He wanted to be given everything for ever. He had been cared for as child. Presumably he would have been cared for as an old man, but he wanted to skip the part where he helped care for himself. He wasn’t being fully who he was. The son’s particular sin was wasteful living and the rejection of his father, but generally speaking, the son was sinning because he was denying part of his humanity. He wasn’t living up to and into the image of God in which he was made. Now, the story doesn’t say that explicitly, but the father in the parable says, “this brother of yours was dead and has come to life.” The man’s son was dead, because he was not being truly human. Part of the sons humanity had died and then was restored and brought back to life in the end of the parable.
So looking at our own lives in this “knowing self” piece, when we sin, part of our humanity dies. When we value things over people, like the prodigal son did, or when we hate others or treat them badly, part of our humanity dies. When we turn away from God, part of our humanity dies. When we “sin”, what we’re really doing is straying from or falling short of the image of God in which we were made. For a very stark example, look at mass murderers, rapists, terrorists: we sometimes call them monsters. When we sin, we become less fully human than we were made to be.
I say this not to tear us down, but to build us up. Scripture doesn’t tell us we were terribly made or made to be mediocre. Scripture tells us we were wonderfully made by God, who is love. When we mess up, we often say, “oops, well, I’m only human.” I’ve said this many times before. The meaning, of course, is we know we’re going to make some mistakes and some bad decisions. Saying “I’m only human” is a way of offering ourselves some forgiveness. On the flip side of the coin, however, saying “I’m only human” is little by little to tear humanity down. I’m only human. No one can expect that much of me. I wasn’t made that well. These statements aren’t true. We were wonderfully made.
