Tuesday, April 23, 2013

Through the Fire & the Flames

Brad Sullivan
4 Easter, Year C
Sunday, April 21, 2013
St. Mark’s, Bay City
Acts 9:36-43
Psalm 23
Revelation 7:9-17
John 10:22-30

   

I’ve been talking in several classes and conversations lately about the lens through which we read scripture.  We could read scripture as a something of a manual for how we’re supposed to live, basic rules or guidelines for moral living.  That’s not bad, but it misses out entirely on God and has no mention of Jesus.  Looking at the overall story, I see the Gospel narrative, the narrative of scripture to be a story in five acts:  Creation, Fall, Judgment, Redemption, and Re-Creation.  The overall lesion that I see taught throughout this story is “Love God, and Love your Neighbor.”  That’s the lens through which I believe we would read scripture.  The overall narrative is creation, fall, judgment, redemption, and re-creation, and the lens through which we read this story, the purpose of our lives would be “love God, and love your neighbor.” 

So then, within that narrative and lens, we heard today this beautiful image from Revelation chapter 7.  “For the Lamb at the center of the throne will be their shepherd, and he will guide them to springs of the water of life, and God will wipe away every tear from their eyes."  (Revelation 7:17)  This feels like pure Easter joy:  resurrection, and Jesus’ victory over death.  In our Revelation reading, we have this beautiful image of a vast multitude of people gathering before God singing their love and praise for him.  “They will hunger no more, and thirst no more; the sun will not strike them, nor any scorching heat; for the Lamb at the center of the throne will be their shepherd, and he will guide them to springs of the water of life, and God will wipe away every tear from their eyes." (Revelation 7:16-17)

We see in this vision that John was given, the re-creation, the last act of the story.  We see “love God and love your neighbor” lived without sin, harm, and death.  We see a restored creation where there is no suffering, no harm inflicted upon us by each other, and no harm inflicted by creation.  There will be no Bay City summers, just a nice cool and breezy 78°.  This is where we believe all of life is headed, to a restored creation.

Now, in this vision that John was given, he was told that this vast multitude are those who have come out of the great ordeal which of course makes me wonder, what is the great ordeal?  Is it simply death?  Is it some persecution of the church?  Well, in the overall narrative of the Gospel, we would call the great ordeal judgment and part of redemption. 

If you look on either side of this story in Revelation, you find rather terrifying images of judgment and destruction, much of it divine destruction.  Angels bring plague and destruction down upon the earth.  Millions die.  The face of the earth itself is largely destroyed.  That definitely seems to fit the judgment piece of the story, but how do we view that aspect of the story through the lens of “Love God and love your neighbor”?

Well, in Unabashedly Episcopalian, Bishop Andy Doyle writes about the fire of God, the fire of Jesus about which Jesus speaks in Luke chapter 12.  “I came to bring fire to the earth, and how I wish it were already kindled!” (Luke 12:49)  Bishop Doyle uses the image of a forest fire.  He writes:

Fire, we understand today, renews the forest.  It builds diversity within the trees, recycles nutrients that lie barren on the forest floor and decreases diseases in plants. It destroy, creates, regenerates, recycles; and in fact, some species depend on the fire to grow new seeds into trees.  This is one of the many places where we see God’s creative hand at work, and we still have much to learn from this process.  What is there to learn?  That we need not be wholly afraid of fire.  That we must respect its power.  (The Rt. Rev. C. Andrew Doyle, Unabashedly Episcopalian, Chapter Four)

The judgment and calamity we see in Revelation must be read in the context of the full Gospel narrative and with the lens of “Love God and Love your neighbor.  The judgment and calamity of Revelation can be understood like a forest fire which destroys in order to renew.  The purpose is not destruction, but to bring about re-creation. 

Even so, we may wonder, what is the great ordeal?  When will it come?  What will it be like?  Is it every day life or is it some ultimate cataclysmic event that God will bring?  Why don’t we have all the answers?  We don’t tend to continue striving once we have all the answers.  We tend to need some mystery to keep our interest.  Mystery novels are fun to read, trying to figure out what’s going to happen next.  Once we’re finished, though, once we have all the answers, we put the book back on the shelf and move on to something else.  I can’t help but think we’d do the same with scripture with the Gospel story.  If it was totally clear and we had all the answers, we’d move on, eventually forgetting the story.

So we wrestle with the unknowing, looking forward with hope and peace and joy to the final re-creation when God will wipe every tear from our eyes.  In the mean time, if we’re totally honest, the fire is still kinda frightening.  Even if the fire is cleansing, even if the fire brings about new creation, we’re not particularly fond of fire.  Bishop Doyle goes on to write that our natural response is to stand back from fire.  How are we to live then, when, as he writes, our lives are on fire.  There are blazes which can burn us daily.  The world is itself on fire.  There are fires of individual calamity, political unrest, economic woes.  There are fires of terrorist bombs in Boston, fires of explosions in west Texas, fires of murder and anger.  The world is burning, Bishop Doyle writes, and he writes amidst all of this fire:

Jesus walked into the flames to heal the blind man.  He walked into the flames to save the adulterous woman.  He walked into the flames to feed a crowd of people who were hungry and thirsty, to still the stormy waters, to face down death on Good Friday.  Can we follow him?  

Soaked in the waters of baptism, [Bishop Doyle writes] we become impervious to the fire…We know that every child of God will encounter the fires of life:  disappointment, heartache, injustice, sickness.  But we also know Jesus Christ has promised to be with them, always…when we pray for those to be baptized, we are together proclaiming, “No harm will come to you.  The fire of Christ will not burn you but will burn within you.”  Jesus and his church are gathered around us to hold our hands, as we stand together in this all-consuming fire of Christ.  (The Rt. Rev. C. Andrew Doyle, Unabashedly Episcopalian, Chapter Four)

Our hope in Jesus is for how we will choose to live in this life as disciples of Jesus.  Clothed in the waters of baptism, will we walk through the world with the fire of Christ burning within us, bringing peace and healing where we go?  Will we walk through this life, unafraid of the fires which blaze all around us, trusting in God to carry us through the great ordeal to the waters of life?

Will we let the lens through which we view life be “Love God and love your neighbor,” trusting in the story of creation, fall, judgment, redemption, and re-creation?  Will we trust in the vision God gave to John, believing in the beauty of the image we heard today from Revelation?

These are they who have come out of the great ordeal; they have washed their robes and made them white in the blood of the Lamb.  For this reason, they are before the throne of God, and worship him day and night within his temple, and the one who is seated on the throne will shelter them.  They will hunger no more, and thirst no more; the sun will not strike them, nor any scorching heat; for the Lamb at the center of the throne will be their shepherd, and he will guide them to springs of the water of life, and God will wipe away every tear from their eyes." (Revelation 7:14b-17)

Amen.

 

Tuesday, April 16, 2013

Resurrection Life

Brad Sullivan
3 Easter, Year C
Sunday, April 14, 2013
St. Mark’s, Bay City
Acts 9:1-6, (7-20)
Psalm 30
Revelation 5:11-14
John 21:1-19
 
Today, we got to hear the power of Jesus’ resurrection, the power of the Gospel to give new life where there was death.  From our story in Acts, Saul was a devout Jew, a Pharisee, who was so devout in his faith, that he actively pursued imprisonment and death for followers of Jesus.  Saul was a bringer of death.

Then enter the Gospel into Saul’s life.  Saul met the resurrected Jesus on the road to Damascus, and while he was on his way to bring and spread even more death, Saul was given new life to become an apostle.  He was later renamed Paul and, as we know, wrote letters to the churches he founded, letters which became the majority of New Testament scripture.  The power of the Gospel is to bring new life where before there was only death.  That’s the resurrection life which Jesus gives us.

Peter was given new life amidst death by Jesus’ resurrection also.  Before Jesus’ arrest, during the last supper, Jesus had told his disciples, “where I am going, you cannot follow.”  Now, he says, “follow me.”  Previously, during the last supper, Jesus told his disciples, and specifically Peter, that they could not follow him.  Peter said that he would follow Jesus even into death, and Jesus responds by telling Peter he would deny Jesus three times that morning.

Well, Jesus was right.  The disciples abandoned Jesus, and Peter denied him.  Where Jesus was going, they could not follow.  Their lives as Jesus’ disciples were dead. In our story today, however, Jesus’ disciples are given new life in Jesus’ resurrection. 

At the beginning of the story, the disciples had already seen Jesus, he had already appeared to them after he was raised from the dead.  They were overjoyed at the return of their beloved, and yet, the last thing they had done was abandon and deny Jesus.  Their life as Jesus’ disciples was dead.

That’s where we find them this morning, wondering what they are supposed to do.  Jesus had been raised, but “what are we supposed to do now?” we find them wondering.  If they could no longer follow Jesus, then Peter decides they should go back to their previous way of life and go fishing.

So, they get in the boat and try to fish, only to find they aren’t any good at that any more either.  Their life as fishermen was dead.  Their life as Jesus’ disciples was dead, then Jesus shows up and gives then new life.  After fishing all night and not catching anything, Jesus says, “hey guys, they’re obviously not biting there; try fishing someplace else.”  Then Jesus gives them a sign of his resurrection in the huge catch of fish they take in simply by trying the other side of the boat.  Jesus shows them new life, from no longer being fishermen who are worth anything at all to being the greatest fishermen ever.  Jesus gives then new life, sharing in his resurrection.

Then Jesus gives then new life to once again be his disciples.  “Feed my sheep,” Jesus tells Peter.  “Feed my sheep,” and “follow me.”  You abandoned me and denied me, and I don’t particularly blame you, Jesus was saying.  All is forgiven.  Have new life.  Share in my resurrection.  Feed my sheep and follow me.  That’s the power of the Gospel, the power of Jesus’ resurrection, the power of new life amidst death.

            Saul, Peter, the other disciples, were all given new purpose and new life by Jesus resurrection.  Saul, a bringer of death was given new purpose as a bringer of light and life.  Peter and the disciples, now crummy fishermen on a very unsuccessful comeback tour, now the founders of Jesus’ church, continuing his ministry of proclaiming and enacting God’s kingdom here on earth.

Resurrection means that in the midst of death, Jesus gives us new life, and it is not going back to life as usual.  Resurrection means new purpose and new creation. 

The vast scope of this cannot be overstated.  In our reading from Revelation today, we heard about John’s vision of the Heavenly court, with “every creature in heaven and on earth and under the earth and in the sea, and all that is in them, singing,

‘To the one seated on the throne and to the Lamb be blessing and honor and glory and might forever and ever!’”  They were all worshipping Jesus and his victory over death.

This image helps us understand the enormity of who Jesus is and the cosmic scope of what Jesus accomplished in his resurrection.  Through John’s vision, we catch a glimpse of the beauty of the heavenly court, of the power and significance of Jesus and of Jesus’ resurrection in the vast hugeness of everything.  This is wonderful to see and helpful to understand the importance of Jesus’ resurrection for all of creation, not just for us.  By and large, however, we don’t live in the vast hugeness of everything.  We live, by comparison, simple lives here on earth, and here on earth is where Jesus showed up to bring resurrection life to his beloved. 

The power of the gospel is the power to bring us new life amidst death as well.  We are all amidst death in this world.  Our bodies die.  Our relationships die.  Our jobs and livelihoods die.  Our dreams sometimes die.  Our loved ones die.  Amidst all this death, Jesus comes, bringing new life.

“Feed my sheep,” and “follow me,” Jesus said, and even amidst death, receive new life, new purpose.  Receive back your beloved, Jesus, and be transformed, like Peter and Saul, into a new creation in the resurrection life.  Amen.

                         

Wednesday, April 3, 2013

Death is No Longer An Enemy

Brad Sullivan
Easter Sunday, Year C
Sunday, March 31, 2013
St. Mark’s, Bay City
Isaiah 65:17-25
Psalm 118:1-2, 14-24
1 Corinthians 15:19-26
John 20:1-18

    

"Do not hold on to me,” Jesus told Mary Magdalene, “because I have not yet ascended to the Father. But go to my brothers and say to them, `I am ascending to my Father and your Father, to my God and your God.'” (John 20)  Do you think Jesus could have stayed for a bit with Mary Magdalene?  She was so overjoyed to see him, couldn’t he have just said, “yeah, give me a hug; let’s talk for a few minutes.”?  Apparently not.  “Do not hold on to me,” Jesus said, “because I have not yet ascended to the Father.”

Even in Jesus’ resurrection, his death still meant a goodbye, although it was only a goodbye for now.  Before his crucifixion, Jesus told his disciples, “And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again and will take you to myself, so that where I am, there you may be also.” (John 14:3)  In Jesus’ death and resurrection, he was going to God the Father to prepare a place for us so that through death, we too might be with him, our soul’s beloved, and through death, we would be reunited with all of those whom we call beloved. 

Paul wrote that the last enemy to be destroyed is death, that in Jesus, death is swallowed up in victory.  I think of death as having been destroyed as an enemy, no longer something to be feared.  While death is still a less than wonderful thing, not something we would generally wish on people, Jesus revealed death to be a doorway, so that through Jesus, death is not the end, but an entry into continued life with God, Jesus preparing that way for us. 

Jesus had a way of turning things around, didn’t he?  Love you enemies.  Blessed are the poor and the meek. An implement of torture and death turned into a symbol of faith and life.  Through death, our great enemy, I give you new life and bring you to God the Father.  Through death, I will grant you the deepest longing of your heart, dwelling with God, with me, and with all those whom you love.  “Do not cling to me because I have not yet ascended to the Father.  Let me go so that I may go prepare a place for you so that where I am, there you may be also.”

For thirty some odd years living among us as a human being.  Through Jesus all of this was made, and then he came and lived among his own creation.  Jesus loved this life.  He partied with his friends.  They prayed together.  They worshipped God in the beauty of God’s creation.  Jesus created as a carpenter.  He sang songs.  He shared meals with his friends.  He taught us about life, about God.  Jesus taught us about who we truly are as God’s beloved children.  Jesus, our great beloved, lived among us for only thirty some odd years, and we still love him, still tell stories about him, still long to be with him, just as the throngs of people who stood for hours in the heat of the day just to catch a glimpse of him and to hear what he had to say. 

Jesus loved this life, and yet when it was time to go, Jesus said, ““Do not cling to me because I have not yet ascended to the Father.  Let me go so that I may go prepare a place for you so that where I am, there you may be also.”  If Jesus had not gone to the Father, he would have remained as he was.  Jesus left to be with the Father, to prepare a place for us to be with the Father, and so Jesus is still here among us, within us. 

Jesus turned an implement of torture and death into a symbol of faith, hope, and love.  Jesus turned our great enemy death into a friend, a doorway through which we share eternal life with him, with each other, with God.  Jesus, our great beloved is with us, has been with us, and will be with us now and always.  Alleluia, Jesus is Risen.  Amen.

 

Acting as Though Jesus Doesn't Exist

Brad Sullivan
Maundy Thursday, Year C
Thursday, March 28, 2013
St. Mark’s, Bay City
Exodus 12:1-4, (5-10), 11-14
1 Corinthians 11:23-26
John 13:1-17, 31b-35
Psalm 116:1, 10-17


 
    By this everyone will know that you are my disciples, if you have love for one another.”  More than anything else, Jesus wanted his disciples to love one another.  Fulfill the law?  Continue in the appointed feasts and festivals?  Continue in worship and prayer in your daily life?  Those things were pretty well understood.  That’s who Jesus’ disciples were as faithful Jews.  They worshipped God with the appointed feasts and festivals and in their daily life. 

Translating that to modern Christianity, worshipping God with the appointed feasts and festivals and in our daily lives is also understood.  That is who we are as Christians, following Jesus as his disciples in the Episcopal Church.  We live out the way of prayer of prayer and service that we have been given in the Episcopal Church and worship God in the particular ways that are a part of our life in the Episcopal Church, and above all else, as Jesus’ disciples, Jesus wants us to love one another. 

Let’s face it, worshipping God in the Episcopal Church is pretty easy.  It is beautiful and meaningful, but it isn’t overly difficult.  Loving one another?  That’s where the rubber meets the road. 

I was having some conversations with folks earlier this week, and we noted just how often we treat one another as though Jesus never even existed.  We talked about the ways we often nitpick and grumble and often don’t seek reconciliation with one another.  Sometimes it’s over big things and it’s awful hard to offer and seek forgiveness, and still we often try. 

It’s the little things that sometimes get us.  It’s the little things that the Pharisees kept complaining that Jesus wasn’t doing in fulfilling every possible aspect of the Law.  They got so upset about the little things, they didn’t even notice the way Jesus was fulfilling the purpose of the law, loving God and loving people. 

Earlier this week, we were noting how often we also let the little things upset us way more than we need to.  We all do this.  I think.  At least I do this.  I let little things get to me.  Why?  Is that the narrative I want for my life?  Irritable when little things don’t go my way?  Not particularly. 

I’d rather have the Gospel as the narrative for my life.  Love one another.  Forgive one another.  When there is death in a relationship or an aspect of your life, look for and expect resurrection.

That’s Jesus prayer for us, that we allow him and seek for him to be the Way, the Truth, and the Life in every part of our lives:  our prayer life, our family life, our work life, our social life, our worship life.  Jesus’ prayer for us is that his story be the story for our lives.  When we mess up, we seek forgiveness and we give forgiveness.  In our relationships with one another, we seek grace and love, and we give grace and love. 

When there is death in our lives, whether physical death, or a relationship dies, or a path which we are taking in our lives dies, whenever there is death, we grieve the loss.  We mourn the death, but as Jesus’ disciples, with the Gospel as the narrative for our lives, we don’t grieve death as those without hope.  Our hope in death is for new life, for resurrection.  Our hope in the Gospel is that even in death, we can still live out Jesus’ command to love one another. 

That is why “love one another” is Jesus greatest and final commandment to his disciples.  We can’t control when death occurs.  We can’t control how others treat us.  Sometimes, in certain moments, we can hardly control how we treat others.  We can, however, continue to love each other.  This is ultimately how people will know that we are Jesus’ disciples.  That is ultimately how we will know that we are Jesus’ disciples, if we have love for one another.   Amen.