Brad
Sullivan
Proper
25, Year B
October
25, 2015
Saint
Mark's Episcopal Church, Bay City, TX
Mark 10:46-52
“Wrong Kingdom,”
Jesus Said.
We heard in Mark’s Gospel this morning, that Jesus was on
his way to Jerusalem by way of Jericho. Y’all
remember a rather famous story involving Jericho and a young man named Joshua
who led the Israelites to glorious victory against the people of Jericho. Joshua fought the battle of Jericho, and the
walls came tumbling down. That was the
beginning of Israel’s conquest of the land of Canaan, the land which God had
promised to Israel through Abraham. Eventually,
Israel conquered all of the land of Canaan and set up their capital in
Jerusalem where David reigned as king.
Now, we have Jesus, the son of David, going to Jerusalem by
way of Jericho. Interestingly enough,
Jesus’ name in Hebrew is Joshua: Jeshua,
Iesus, Jesus. So we have Jesus, who is
the new Joshua and the new Davidic king going to Jerusalem by way of Jericho,
and yet his actions are decidedly different from his predecessors. Jesus doesn’t conquer Jericho; he heals a
blind man there. Jesus doesn’t set up his
kingdom in Jerusalem by winning military victory over his enemies; he lets his
enemies kill him.
Jesus was inaugurating his new kingdom, God’s kingdom here
on earth, and he did so through peace and healing rather than through war and
killing. Jesus gave his life for the
sake of his people. Jesus’ kingdom is
not one of domination, but of service, of giving up one’s life for the sake of
others.
That sounds good in theory, doesn’t it? With so many school shooting lately, I’ve
heard and been a part of several conversations regarding what we would do if a
gunman came to wherever. Some say they
would profess their faith if it meant being shot. Some say they wouldn’t. Some plan on having a gun with them to shoot
the bad buy, while others say the way of Jesus is not to kill, but to lay down
one’s life for the sake of the Gospel.
I used to have my very clear answer worked out: I’m a disciple of Jesus, so I’d let myself be
killed. I had an easier time with that
prior to being a father and a husband.
Now, my faith in Jesus tells me not to kill, but to show even the gunman
love by valuing his life more than he values mine, but I also think, “I don’t
want to leave my kids without a dad.”
There’s a conflict between what I believe Jesus teaches about life in
his kingdom and my fear for my children’s well being. I believe good would come from following
Jesus’ teaching to lay down one’s life for the sake of the Gospel. I trust that.
I have a hard time trusting that my kids will be ok without me.
That makes me a bit hypocritical. Another question has come up along the same
lines as the gunman question. Can we truly
be a church of Jesus’ disciples and also own guns as means of safety? Can we claim to follow Jesus while intending,
in certain scenarios, to kill people? Does
that make us hypocrites? Maybe, yeah, it
might just make us hypocrites. The truth
is, we’re all hypocrites, and we’re all striving to be less and less so. The bigger problem is not being a hypocrite,
but in not realizing the ways in which we are one.
In healing Bartimaeus, Jesus highlights again the point he
made to James and John. “whoever wishes
to become great among you must be your servant, and whoever wishes to be first
among you must be slave of all. For the Son of Man came not to be served but to
serve, and to give his life a ransom for many.” (Mark 10:45).
See, Bartimaeus’ request of Jesus was in stark contrast to
James’ and John’s request of Jesus just before this. James and John were unaware of any healing
they might have actually needed (and we all need healing of some kind). Instead, James and John asked for power and position
in God’s kingdom. After years of
learning from Jesus, their request was not, “Lord help me follow you more
nearly,” or “let me serve others more compassionately.” Their request was, “make me powerful and
mighty.” Make me like Joshua and David of
old. “Wrong kingdom,” Jesus said.
Bartimaeus’ blindness highlights James’ and John’s spiritual
blindness, emotional blindness, discipleship blindness. They thought they had it together enough to
request power and authority in Jesus’ kingdom, but they were blind to what Jesus’
kingdom was; they were blind to what they needed. Bartimaeus knew not only that he needed to
see, but once he could see, he knew he wanted to follow Jesus. While Bartimaeus’ ailment was rather obvious
to him, this passage highlighting the spiritual blindness of James and John
reminds us of how often we fail to recognize or fail to admit what our ailments
are and what healing we need from Jesus.
What if Bartimaeus hadn’t admitted he was blind? He was calling for Jesus and then when Jesus
asked “what do you want me to do for you?”, what if Bartimaeus had said, “oh, I’m
really ok, I’ve just got a head cold right now, or it’s probably just allergies
or something; do you have a Benadryl, or any…you know what, it’s ok, I’m sorry
I bothered you.” He’d have stayed just
as he was and just where he was. He
couldn’t follow Jesus until he admitted what was obvious, that he was a mess
and needed healing.
That’s kinda what we do sometimes, when we don’t admit to
ourselves or to one another, or to Jesus that we even have problems. We stay just as we are and we stay just where
we are. Sometimes it’s just too tough or
scary to give up our life, right? If I
admit to Jesus or even to myself that this part of my life needs fixing, and if
I ask Jesus to fix it, well then I really do have to fix it with Jesus’ help. I might have to give up some part of my
life. That’s what Jesus calls us to do,
to give up our lives and follow him. As
Shane Claiborne wrote in Red Letter
Revolution, subtitled What If Jesus
Really Meant What He Said, “Jesus didn’t come for folks who have it all
together, but for folks who are willing to admit they are falling apart.” (Shane
Claiborne, Red Letter Revolution, p.
29)
Jesus came for folks willing to admit where our hypocrisies
are. As Christian author and sociology
professor, Tony Campolo, says when people claim he’s a hypocrite, “yeah, I am a
hypocrite. Come to my church, you’ll fit right in.” He doesn’t mean this in a snarky way, but in
an honest open invitation kind of way. We’re
all hypocrites in some way. Ultimately,
hypocrites are the only people that need to come to church. The ones who do are the ones who know they
are blind and are asking Jesus to heal them.
We pray to Jesus, “grant us the faith and the peace to know what is
right and good in your Kingdom, and give us the grace and strength then to live
out your kingdom way.”
Regarding “what would we do” scenarios with gunmen…ultimately,
we have no idea what we’d do. We don’t know
how our brains would react. Peter knew
he would kill for Jesus. As Jesus was
being arrested, Peter even started to, pulling out his sword to fight and kill
for Jesus. “Put away your sword,” Jesus
said. Peter was willing to lay down his
life, sword in hand, in battle. Then he
found that he wasn’t willing to risk laying down his life by being arrested and
killed without the chance of fighting back.
Of course years later, he did lay down his life, acquitting himself
quite well, being crucified for following Jesus.
So what is our “lay down our life” plan? Let someone kill us for the sake of Jesus
Kingdom, for the sake of being a servant of peace? Yes, I believe that should be my plan. If the gunman scenario ever happens, then I’ll
find out what I’ll do. In the mean time,
we all have plenty of chances to give up our lives for the sake of Jesus’
kingdom. We have plenty of chances to
sacrifice, to be servants, to let the needs of others come before our own
needs. We have plenty of chances to ask
Jesus to heal us, and to give up those portions of our lives that keep us from
living out Jesus’ Gospel. We have plenty
of chances every day to shine the light of the Gospel into the lives of those
around us. So we pray, “Lord Jesus have
mercy on us sinners not only by healing our blindness and hypocrisies, but by showing
us where our blindness and hypocrisies lie; grant us the faith and the peace to
know what is right and good in your Kingdom, and give us the grace and strength
then to live out your kingdom way.” Amen.
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