Wednesday, March 6, 2013

The Beauty of Living

Brad Sullivan
3 Lent, Year C
Sunday, February 24, 2013
St. Mark’s, Bay City
Exodus 3:1-15
Psalm 63:1-8
1 Corinthians 10:1-13
Luke 13:1-9
 
“Who is this that darkens counsel by words without knowledge?” (Job 38:2)  This was God’s response to Job’s supposed friends who gave him easy answers to the questions of why Job had suffered.  He had been bad, they said, therefore God had punished him.  Jesus was making a similar point, likely in response to the people’s conversation.  They were probably saying that the Galileans whom Herod had killed deserved to die for being wicked, otherwise, God would have protected them.  At the heart of such talk is fear that we might die suddenly like the supposed bad ones, and we feel more secure, assuring ourselves that we’re good and so we’ll be ok, unlike the bad ones. 

Jesus doesn’t let them have such easy answers.  “Do you think they were worse sinners than all others?  No, but unless you repent, you will perish just as they did.” (Luke 13:2-3 paraphrase, NURSIV)  We’ve tried simplifying that answer too.  We’re all going to die eventually, and some faithful people still die suddenly, so obviously, Jesus meant that if you repent, then you’ll be alright with God when you die (unlike the Galileans Herod killed), or if you don’t repent, then obviously, you won’t be alright with God when you die. 

Then, of course, we could really get into trouble, constantly wondering if we’re repented recently enough.  What if I mess up, in some way and then die immediately before I have a chance for repentance?  We could end up worrying all the time about when we’re going to die, hoping it doesn’t come immediately after an impure thought. 

I don’t think a life of worry, fear, and anxiety is quite what Jesus had in mind in the lesson he gave.  Neither did Jesus want us simply to dismiss his words, assuming they were meant for someone else.  The problem with overly simple answers to lessons like the one Jesus gave in today’s reading is that such simple answers tend to leave us either fine.  It’s those other people that need to repent.  Then we find ourselves falling into the same trap as Job’s friends or the people of Israel to whom Jesus was speaking in today’s lesson.

“Do you think they were worse sinners than all others?  No, but unless you repent, you will perish just as they did.” (Luke 13:2-3 paraphrase, NURSIV)  Jesus wants us to listen to his words, to take his words seriously, and to examine our lives.  Where do we need repentance in our lives?  What harmful habits do we keep which we would be better off without?   How are we living in ways which aren’t loving toward God and other people?  Are we who we truly want to be?  If we were to die suddenly, would we be happy with who we are or who we have been? 

Life’s too short, to live it full of regret, wishing you’d cleaned up your act and stopped harming yourself and others.  Life’s also too long to live in constant fear of God’s punishment.  Remember, Jesus, who told us to repent and to take seriously his call to examine our lives is the same man who told the parable of the fig tree, asking for one more year to tend the tree and help it grow.  The Jesus who told us to repent and to take seriously his call to examine our lives is the same man who loves us so much that he became human for our sake.  He lived and died and was resurrected for our sake. 

The warnings and calls to repentance are made by one who loves us more that we can imagine.  Jesus loves us enough to call us to repentance, that we might fully live a beautiful life of love and service, loving God, loving other people, and loving ourselves.  To love more deeply is the purpose of Jesus’ call to repentance.  To live a beautiful life is the purpose of Jesus’ call to repentance.

Jesus came not to bind us with fear or self-righteousness.  Jesus came to set us free, to give us freedom from the darkness of the world, freedom from sin, freedom from fear, freedom from our selfishness, freedom from the ways in which we bind ourselves to darkness rather than light.  Repent, Jesus said, and be free.  Take time to examine you lives, turn them around where they’re going in harmful directions, and live in the freedom Jesus gives to love God, to love Jesus, to love each other.  Life’s too short not to fully love, and life’s too long to live bound by sin and darkness. 

 
The Beauty of Living
words and music by Brad Sullivan

 
Cries in the dark that no one hears,
His weary soul trying to make it through another day.
Tired of war, tired of fighting, time to go his own way.
Heads out to the open plains,
Refusing to live ‘neath another man’s thumb again.
Journeys on as he makes a play for freedom.
Oh freedom.

Chorus
 ‘Cause life’s to short to live with wasted dreams,
and too long to live in fear.
Step out in faith and love,                 
And keep your vision clear.                                       
Darkness can drag you down, if you listen to its call
But the light of God and those you love will guide you when you fall,
And the beauty of livin’ will keep you going on.
The beauty of livin’ will keep you going on.
 
He steers clear of the law’s long arm,
Hauling good across the Texas plains,
And only fights with those who mean him harm.
Made friends along the way,
He’s got a partner he trusts and a hired gun he pays well enough
To keep him loyal, at least for one more day.
 
Heads to town for resupply,
His friends there ask “Are you ever going to settle down?”
“Join us here for a quiet life in town?”
He says, “Friends that just can’t be.”
“Your life, it’s not for me.”’
“Not while there’s prairie sky and freedom,
Oh freedom.”

Chorus

Amen.

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